Saves Me Everyday!!!

I'm a 42 year old truck driver from Canada that has been divorced twice and has lost everything I've worked so hard for over the years since I was 18 years old. Both times I was cheated on repeatedly and had my heart, my dreams and my confidence in myself thrown into the gutter. I have worked soo hard over the years to provide for my kids (one daughter of my own), a step son and step daughter both abandonned by their mother. And do the "right thing". I have never taken charity and always do what I have to, to make sure my kids never go without anything. I am in debt every month making sure my daughter that still lives with me has everything she needs and the bills get payed while I rarely get to see home.
Every night I watch the video "Shut This Thing Down". I know that probabbly isn't the right title for the song. It gives me hope! That someday I'll be "OK" and perhaps "I'll learn How To Fly"!!!!!
Dave W.